I feel distinctly uncomfortable with select elements which surround me yet stubbornly I refuse to change the parameters thereby tempting trouble, all the while engaging in deep personal preparations for a show down if it does indeed occur.
It’s like the rage inside quietly waits for an opportunity to charge, a spark now lit, a chance for release and yet maturity has led me to cherish this moment so it is not wasted with a defunct egotistical demonstration.
Instead I’m choosing to finance my energy appropriately to gain value from the situation at hand.
As previously stated I sit quietly waiting, planning and debating, calculating this reality that the only outcome may ever be a complete and utter victory tasted so so sweetly just by me!
Bears Rebellion 13/03/15